I just watch a serial from japanese TV..
I remember some guy talk to his teacher who has a great looking, he said " hey sensei, when we are all born as humans, why is it that some are good looking guys and some, unattractive guys, like me? It's a lie that we're all equal!

and I start to think, some people with a good looking face or body, sometimes lack in brain, or some people with a smart brain, they haven't got a good looking appearances, maybe not about face that handsome or beautiful, in some movie, a bookworm is identical with a weak body, they not good at sport or else..
and some sport guy is identical with a empty brain.
but that's not always tho..

we human, there must be something that we can brag about ourself because we're good at it, and there must be something that we can't brag because we're bad at it.

let see, me, not really a good looking guys, not a smart one, quite weak at sport. so what can I brag?
and what can you brag about yourself?

stupid? maybe I am..
I fail once, I got another chance..but I waste it.
and of course because of that I fail again.
yet I got another chance, and still I waste it.
It'll be miracle if I can make it of course,
and just like we know, miracle only happen in story.
and because of that I fail again.

so what am I?
Stupid? ah..that sounds right.

Poor...
Yeah that's me at the moment.
Hungry...
Yeah that's me at the moment.
Sad...
Yeah that's me at the moment.

I'm sad, hungry and poor at the moment..
sigh what a life

i always wondering when i watch a news or a Movie on TV. there are so many bullying case.
In some school there are a bullying case, in a household, in a workplace even in a relationship about a couple lover.

is it really fun to make fun other people?
can't they think if they switch position?
don't they know how much misery that the victim has?

in some case the victim has made to have a high hope to free from their misery, and after the victim think that they are free,their hope is taken down by them. and they laugh when the victim is crying.

Is it really fun?

Last night i watch a TV and saw a news about some child (not adult cos they haven't 17 yet) commit suicide.
the reason why they do that is because they fail on their last exam on school, which means that they cannot graduate from their school.

the first one is a girl, she drank a bug poison, she left her parents a mail. she said she can't live after disappointing her parents, because on her school, she's the only one who can't graduate. she thought that she has embarassing her parents.

the second one is a girl too, i don't know how she try to end her life, but her hands has some bandage and hose.

I feel sad for them, why they must choose that way to live they life. I know that i can say that because I'm not on their position, but how can the first girl think that her parents will be disappointed for their daughter.

Life must go on dude..no matter how hard you will live.
just my two cent.