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dapet link mini game dari satu forum yg gw ikutin...
tentang satu keluarga ( 1 pasang orang tua dan 3 anak) hidup di Haiti,..
dengan 4 goal yang bisa kita pilih sendiri, Health, Money, Happiness and Education..
cobain aja deh...

http://ayiti.newzcrew.org/ayitiunicef/

and let see...
How many years do you survive?

Today is Mother's day in my country...
and when words mother comes to me,i always remember that i am not make my mother proud to me yet..what a shame..
when i am going home, my mother always ask me when i will be graduated, i never answer her truthfully,. i just say "soon", but never told her the exact time.
i'm sorry if that count as lie to you mom,.my deeply apologize mom.

I know that i never try my best to granted your hope to me mom, i don't excuse that though..
i just wanna say that i hope you will wait for me. i definitely will make you proud that you have me being your son. i promise.
i know you still proud of me even i never do something proudly, you always tell me that. but still, i want to make you proud for real, not just because you are my mom..

hmm.. i dunno what to said again to you mom, there are too many that i want to tell you..
but i know for sure that i love you always mom.

Happy Mother's Day mom..
I love you

i've take a test about personality disorder on http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
and the result for my answer is that i'm is a histrionic.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Symptoms of Histrionic Personality Disorder:

* Needs to be the center of attention
* Dresses or acts provocatively
* Rapidly-shifting and shallow emotions
* Exaggerates friendships
* Overly-dramatic, occassionally theatrical speech
* easily influenced; highly suggestible

Hysterical Personality Style and Histrionic Personality Disorder
"Includes issues of promiscuity, what other books would call "low self esteem," substance abuse, gender confusion, repeated destructive relationships, sadism, compulsive sexual behavior, asexual behavior, feminine role-playing in women, fake hyper-masculine behavior in men, and the way that all these defenses are mobilized to sabotage relationships and counselling."


for my friend sory if that my "histrionic" is bugging you,.
i don't know myself that i have it.

How neatly a cat sleeps,
sleeps with its paws and its posture,
sleeps with its wicked claws,
and with its unfeeling blood,
sleeps with all the rings--
a series of burnt circles--
which have formed the odd geology
of its sand-colored tail.

I should like to sleep like a cat,
with all the fur of time,
with a tongue rough as flint,
with the dry sex of fire;
and after speaking to no one,
stretch myself over the world,
over roofs and landscapes,
with a passionate desire
to hunt the rats in my dreams.

I have seen how the cat asleep
would undulate, how the night
flowed through it like dark water;
and at times, it was going to fall
or possibly plunge into
the bare deserted snowdrifts.
Sometimes it grew so much in sleep
like a tiger's great-grandfather,
and would leap in the darkness over
rooftops, clouds and volcanoes.

Sleep, sleep cat of the night,
with episcopal ceremony
and your stone-carved moustache.
Take care of all our dreams;
control the obscurity
of our slumbering prowess
with your relentless heart
and the great ruff of your tail.


Translated by Alastair Reid